Over the Hill on the Yellow Brick Road, I took a walk on a beach and noticed a sandcastle. I plopped down beside it and started a conversation.
Hey Sandcastle—
SANDCASTLE: Stop right there. Don’t talk to me.
Why not?
SANDCASTLE: You won’t want to hear what I have to say.
Because?
SANDCASTLE: I’m obsessed with death. Every time I hear a wave coming toward me, I panic. I’m always worried about when I won’t exist anymore.
Me too.
SANDCASTLE: Really?
Yes. Especially as I grow older. I try not to let my fear rise to the surface at all times, but underneath I’m always afraid.
SANDCASTLE: I have two levels of anxiety. If I hear a smaller wave rolling in, I don’t worry as much because it’s not as likely to reach me. But if the wave sounds large and roars in my direction, I have a full blown panic attack. Know what I mean?
Definitely. I worry I’ll come down with a sudden illness and my body won’t be able to fight it off. Like, right now there’s a flu epidemic in my area, so I stay at home, hide under the covers and watch the Food Network. It relaxes me. I isolate myself because I’m afraid I’ll get sick and won’t be able to get through it.
SANDCASTLE: I isolate myself, too. I won’t take on any tenants. Like snails. I turn them away. I’m not sure how long I’ll be here. At any moment, I might be gone.
Actually, you wouldn’t exactly be “gone.”
SANDCASTLE: What? Why not?
Well, before you were a sandcastle you were zillions of grains of sand on the beach. That’s how you started.
SANDCASTLE: How do you know?
Trust me on this one. Anyway, eventually somebody came along and molded you into a different form—a sandcastle.
SANDCASTLE: Your point being?
When a wave eventually washes over you—
SANDCASTLE: Don’t say that!!!!
Hear me out. When a wave eventually washes over you, you’ll go back to the form you were before—grains of sand on the beach. You’ll be back where you started, but you won’t be “gone.”
SANDCASTLE: This is blowing my mind.
Maybe the wave will even wash you into the ocean, so you’ll be part of the amazing community under the sea.
SANDCASTLE: You know… I didn’t think it was possible…but you just made me feel better. No more Prozac for me.
Good to know. It just seems there are so many answers to questions about life and our existence in nature. The answers are all around us. We just have to look for them.
SANDCASTLE: I wish I had something useful to add.
No worries.
SANDCASTLE: Wait! I just thought of something. If what you say about nature is true, maybe what goes for me can go for you. I mean, if I started in one form, morphed into another, and will go back to my original form one day…maybe the same will happen to you.
Maybe….
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Hey that was cool. Shades of the His Dark Materials trilogy – that we will eventually become everything, as we break into our component parts – terrifying and comforting both. Amazing that you extracted humour from such weighty subjects!
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Thanks so much. Sometimes, as a writer, I like dancing between humor and deeply heartfelt somewhat scary stuff. 🙂
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A good resolution to the problem. Morphing into something else.
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Welcome to my world. LOL 🙂 🙂
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Wise words from the many grained one 🙂
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Aaaaah…..thank you. You know I always appreciate your perspective. 🙂
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🙂
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I really enjoyed this post. I have always thought that when we pass on that our energy would go on and we would become part of nature again. Deep but not heavy. 🙂
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It means a lot to me that you enjoyed the post. It makes me feel less alone with some of the my darker thoughts. Thank you.
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Sometimes the most challenging conversations are the most interesting. This one definitely is interesting.
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Deep but not heavy is the right description of this post…
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I tried to find the balance. I appreciate that you understood what I was trying to do. 🙂
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What a heartfelt message. We should never stop living simply because we’re afraid of dying. If even a grain of sand can come back, why not us? Love this, Cathi! I adore these conversations ❤
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I adore your poems and posts as well. Nice to be virtual friends. 🙂
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I love this! So creative! 😊💛
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Thank you so very much! That means a lot to me!
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You’re welcome l ☺
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Excellent philosophy. (You will presumably return to dust)
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Yes, but where will my dust end up? I hope somewhere fun. 🙂
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🙂
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Great morphing of humor with life’s deepest questions, Cathi.
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Shared on twitter and my Shallow Reflections Facebook page.
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Wow! I’m so honored and flattered! Thank you!
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I’m so glad you appreciate that balance. As a writer, it’s an interesting ride. 🙂
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Another of life’s worries sorted! 🙂
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I hope so. Maybe. Maybe not. 🙂
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Brilliant!
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Thank you so very, very, very, very much.
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That is a very wise, and probably also very accurate, way to look at death.
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When I go to these “dark” places, it helps me to have an anchor like this one. As always, thank you for your thoughtful words.
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Great post! You stated very well in layman’s terms what physicists say about energy that is never depleted or lost and only changes form. And we are made of energy.
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That’s very reassuring. I’ll remember it if I’m having an older age panicky moment. 🙂
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That’s what I was thinking as I began reading the sandcastle’s lament: what he started as and would go back to being. But… now I have an image of a sandcastle on Prozac and that kinda blows my own mind! 🙂
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I hope I blew your mind in a fun way. LOL 🙂
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Definitely! 🙂
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🙂 🙂
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Great post and that’s one hella sandcastle!
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Ha ha! Yeah, and I’m glad now the sandcastle can go off its anxiety medication. LOL
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HMM! The price of fame! At least he GOT to be a sandcastle!!!
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Right. He could have been one of those junky sand cupcakes we used to make on the beach when we played bakery.
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Poor Sand Castle! But then again, such a wonderful future! 🙂
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Yup! 🙂 🙂 🙂 🙂
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Just perfect! LOL for the tenant part of it..
So deep otherwise. The sand particles which were scattered all over the place got made into a sand castle by , may be some small kids and then it starts worrying about its existence. But Hey! you wouldn’t even exist but for some playful little kids!!!
Why worry and panic about getting back to where you are originally from… or may be a better place than that! wow! Loved it cathi…
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I always love hearing from you! Your comments always make me smile and I appreciate your understanding of my thoughts and messages. 🙂
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Aww that’s so nice to hear Cathi. Whatever you write makes me think about it in depth. I just love them . Keep writing friend..
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Great metaphor using the sand castle afraid of death every time a wave comes. You’re so creative! Great insight, too.
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Thanks so much, Maria! You know I always appreciate your feedback and thoughts.
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This was interesting. I find myself thinking about life and death more as I get older, guess it’s a natural thing. Can go crazy trying to deep into it too much though haha Lot’s of life to live yet 🙂
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So true! Lots and lots of life still to enjoy!
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And once again you take such an interesting topic and put a positive beautiful spin on it. I love your work. Thank you.
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I love your work, too. Great to be following you.
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Glad you actually wrote this! Awesome!
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Ahh, I don’t think this conversation need be age-specific…I think most people experience these sensations: some form of existential angst. I just thought of Munsch’s “The Scream”…Although I love that painting,,,it makes me happy (non-sequitur, sorry) lol
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Good point. When I think about it, I’ve had death in the back of my mind since pre-school. 🙂
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me too
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Wow Cathi, so even dead as dreadful as it thought it is, is now only a plaything, cause in the end, it goes home empty handed!!!
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